HEY FAMILY...
HOW ARE YOU?
I JUST LEFT THE DOCTOR,I HAVENT BEEN FEELING TOO GOOD AT ALL LATELY. I WENT TO THE GYM LAST NIGHT,AND FELT BETTER FOR A WHILE AND THEN GOT THIS WEIRD SENSATION ON THE LEFT SIDE OF MY BODY SO I RAN TO THE DOC THIS MORNING..
SEEMS THAT MY PRESSURE IS UP A LITTLE,SO I GOTTA REALLY STEP UP MY GAME IN THE GYM.
I HAVENT MADE MY METAMORPHOSIS PHYSICALLY LIKE I WANTED TO BY THE TIME THE RECORD WAS RELEASED,BUT YOU KNOW,I DONT FEEL LIKE A FAILURE OR ANYTHING,I'M JUST GOING TO TRUST AND BELIEVE THAT I WILL GET IT RIGHT SOON.
I HAVE BEEN UNDER SO MUCH STRESS. FEELING REALLY UNHAPPY ABOUT THE END OF MY RELATIONSHIP.
ITS ESPECIALLY HARD RIGHT NOW.
ANYWAY,THE GOOD NEWS IS THAT I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO THE RELEASE OF THIS RECORD,WHICH WILL BE A BIT CONTROVERSIAL ON ONE RESPECT,BUT I AM READY FOR ALL THE EMAILS AND CRITICISM!
I MADE THIS RECORD TOTALLY SELFISHLY. WRITING AND CHOOSING SONGS THAT INSPIRED ME,SONGS THAT ARE FOR ME FIRST AND THEN IF THEY HELP OR ENTERTAIN SOMEONE ELSE,THEN THAT IS COOL.
I HAVE ALWAYS MADE RECORDS THAT DEAL WITH HAPPENINGS IN MY WORLD,BUT SHANACHIE TOTALLY LET ME BE FREE AND I LOVE THE RESULTS OF MY CHANGING ATTITUDE,MY SPIRITUAL GROWTH.
THE RELEAS DATE IS IN OCTOBER,IF YOU HAVENT ALREADY ,YOU CAN HEAR TWO SONGS ON MY MYSPACE SITE..WWW.MYSPACE.COM/MLEAK.
TAKE CARE..SEE YA SOON!
MAYSA
1 comment:
Just sending you love...hope you feel better soon.
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